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have you ever felt like you’re just not meant to live very long

like it’s not unhappiness or anything, i have good friends. money, a nice house and a nice life

but my insecurities are monsters and they’re growing

it feels like they’re going to overtake me, destroy me really early on

i don’t want to die. I have no theories on the beyond, on the post-life, on days after life so it terrifies me

but this lingering feeling like i don’t have a lot of time

fucking psycho mind